My heart is yearning.. - Page 5

shanmarie · #81 (**permalink**) 12-18-2008, 06:20 PM

I don't know. I was the same way when we were ttc. It is so frustrating when something that is supposed to be so natural is so hard. We are here for you.

MelBaby · #82 (**permalink**) 12-19-2008, 12:20 PM

Thanks Shannon.. I just feel so bitter sometimes.. and it sucks because I don't really want to feel that way. But It just makes me so mad to watch people having kids THAT DONT EVEN WANT KIDS...and here I am just WAITING, BEGGING, PRAYING AND HOPING. I wish there was a magic switch that I could hit that would instantly make me pg. hahaa Then it would easy. It becomes such a pain though. Always trying to time everything, putting my butt up after bd'ing for 20 minutes..checking to see if im ovulating... taking all of my little pills that are supposed to help.. counting down the days until AF and hoping she doesnt show. UGH Its like one big fat rollercoaster ride.

shanmarie · #83 (**permalink**) 12-20-2008, 06:13 PM

I hate that rollercoaster ride. The ups and downs can drive a person crazy.
It took us along time to get my boys here and now that they are I am kinda glad that I am off that rollercoaster ride. I hope it doesn't take you a long time to get your little prayer here.

geisslerfamily · #84 (**permalink**) 12-21-2008, 02:02 PM

I am so sorry for what you are going through Mel

I know how hard trying to conceive can be, we went through a long journey that lasted over four years before we got our miracle. Please keep your faith, even though it can be so difficult to do. Having a baby can and will happen for you. I know that you are going to be an amazing Mother, because you are such a wonderful friend. I am hoping and praying that you get your miracle soon.

MelBaby · #85 (**permalink**) 12-22-2008, 03:43 PM

Awwww you just made me tear upppppppp. Laura you really are the best and I really hope you're right.

MelBaby · #86 (**permalink**) 12-30-2008, 08:26 AM

I don't want to be patient anymore...........

GRRRRRR!

shanmarie · #87 (**permalink**) 01-05-2009, 12:19 PM

AWE Hun. I am so sorry you are going through this.

MelBaby · #88 (**permalink**) 01-06-2009, 05:49 PM

OK. So Im on my 3rd cycle of clomid. 50 mg days 3-7. I dont have much of an update to give. Still on prenatals and just trying to stay positive.

MelBaby · #89 (**permalink**) 02-05-2009, 07:51 PM

who knows how to read a sperm analysis report????

color- white
appearance-opaque
volume- 5.5
sperm prog/100- Rapid
motility- 38
sperm cnt- 18.0 million
viscosity-semi LQ
PH BF-7.5
Moderate Bentnecked

My doctor requested the my husband get his swimmers checked. So he did through his doctor and they gave him the results but didnt explain anything. They just said that I needed to take it to my doctor to have him explain it.. So thats what I have to do I guess. But i was hoping that someone may have some experience with this.

I tried to look online and from what I can see its not lookign too good. WAHHHHH.

shanmarie · #90 (**permalink**) 02-06-2009, 08:21 PM

I don't remember what my dh's was. So sorry no help. When do you visit your dr? Hopefully soon to get some answers. I am sorry you are having a rough time.

MelBaby · #91 (**permalink**) 02-09-2009, 01:39 PM

Im not goign to be able to see my doctor until next week sometime. I have to wait for my new referral to go through first. But hes an awesome doctor and I am really hoping that he will be able to shed some light on which direction we should go in next.

MelBaby · #92 (**permalink**) 05-03-2009, 10:38 PM

So I had my HSG completed last Monday... (ouch) Both tubes were blocked.. thankfully they were able to unblock one tube (right side) but the second remained blocked. They believe it to be a hydrosalpinx. I am supposed to go back and visit with the fertility doctor on Wednesday to find out what step we should take next. I was wondering if anyone here has been in this situation? Was the problem ever fixed? and if yes how so? Did you/or anyone you know have further complications getting pregnant with this issue?

I am perfectly aware that you CAN get pregnant with one tube... however I just feel so annoyed with the fact that we have been trying to get pregnant for what seems like forever...and as soon as we think things are going to work out we run into more complications.. BLAH!