Stacey's And Jason's TTC Journal

[littlemommie]

June 19th 2008

So I've been with my bf for about 2 years, and haven't been on any birth control for that time, but was on med's for bipolar. I've had many blood tests saying I still had them in my system, So I couldn't get pregnant. And never really got my period, sometimes I did for only a day or two though and once ever 4-6 months. I went for blood tests again like a few months ago and The med's are all out of me now. And I started getting my period back about 3 months ago, So we only been trying for about 2 months now this well be the second month. We both are really frustrated and want a child now and would do anything for one. We've booth cried over not getting pregnant a few times. When My bf was a baby and came out of his mother his testicals were undesedned and he got surgery to put them back down were they belong. Thou every time we have sex they shoot back inside him again. But When I look all this stuff up on what he had it says theres a low chance of me ever getting pregnant. So we booth cried over that too. Though I have heard of some men still having children. Were going to try this ovation kit thing again this month and maybe temping if I learn how to do it. considering that the hormone that the ovation test look for I have a very high dose of it so the tests stay positive for a like a week or two so it doesn't help to much. But were going to try it again. I just don't remember when to start it again I think I started it really early last month like as in only a week after my period. I'm tired of trying I just want it to freaken happen already! I hope this is our month. But I highly doubt it. I just hope god (or who ever) since I don't belief in him....give me one more. I'd do anything for ONE more! I wanna try to get that preseed somehow if I can ........ but not to sure how to get it with out master card, or anything for that matter but I REALLY want it since SO MANY people got pregnant there first month in trying it. I'm so frustrated, depressed. I've only tried two months so I'll give it a bit more time.... but please sticky pregnancy angle please let this be my turn!

[cimechang]

Good luck!!!!