[BooBoo'sTurtle]

I am getting so frustrated with TTC! I waited patiently for my m/c and everything to pass in order to ttc again. I have had three periods since the m/c in March. I went to an infertility specialist at Luther Middlefort and had all of my records from when we were seeking help in 2006 (before the move and tranfer at work). The NP advised me that they want to REDO the HSG and all tests. We spent a lot of money and time with those tests when we were seeking help before and my medical records specifically state that we have decided to wait to ttc, but when we decide to try again immediately go on clomid and progesterone for LPD.

So, I was okay with the first meeting, but I was still a little frustrated with having to start over. THey want to monitor a cycle before anything. My frustration is that we have a wedding the weekend that I should be at CD3 and need my lab work, and then on CD15 we have a vacation planned that we have had planned since February. Then, the following month we have a little vacation planned for our anniversary, and the month after that I will be away for work. When I called to explain my frustration (trying to hold back tears) she explained that we have a plan in order and even if we have to wait 6 months to get going we can still keep to or plan!!!!!!!!!! I got a little short with her and explained that we have been waiting for years to TTC and had I known that it would have been this difficult to continue with my original doctor's plan we would have just kept going, but we had some major life changes taking place and we agreed that it would be best to hold off. She did not understand where I was coming from at all and actually recommended I cancel out vacations to monitor a cycle. I hung up and fell to the floor in the middle of the kitchen and cried, and cried, and cried some more.

I then called my old doctor that had suggested that I start back on clomid and progesterone (my doctor was on vacation this week, but I talked with her nurse). I asked for her advice and she directed me to another doctor in the area and suggested I take my notes and organize my thoughts and explain that I do not want to go through the expensive and some even painful tests that we have already done. I do not want to waste anymore time, and explain my frustrations.

Thank you for reading my VENT. Do any of you have similar experiences or advice???? I am so exhausted and sad.