Maybe you could set a goal for yourself like, one room a week, or anything that seems realistic to you. Don't set them too high and try to tackle everything in one day or even everything in one week (
if you know you can't). Also, if you are depressed you should seek medical help b/c it can't be healthy for the baby or yourself. Drinking pepsi (
or any caffine) or indulging in things you've tried but know won't work isn't too good either. You should definately try to focus without having to withdraw b/c the more you withdraw the more you want what you can't have. I think your BIGGEST motivation should be your
CHILD 
I know my post is like 2mos late but I just thought I'd give you my two cents. If you've already conquered all this. KUDOS
to you!!!!! You did it
If not then, Good luck,
and let us know how it all goes.
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"The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new."
- Rajneesh from quotegarden on mothers
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